I’ve never done this before, but I think 4 years or marriage, 2 years of motherhood, and almost 4 years of a “real job” as a rural primary care doctor demanded an outlet. Posts will probably be brief, and may not be read by anyone…but if you are, my hope is to create the proverbial village it takes to get through adulting.
I love where we live, I love my husband, I love my kiddo, I love my job…but this shit is hard. I’m an only child, and I’ve been blessed with a sister-in-law who’s like a biological sister to me, I miss her like crazy from NC to TX. My introverted self has a handful of solid, amazing, can’t even be described in words girlfriends. My oldest friends are scattered over the country. Fostering adult friendships is so, very hard, but the ones I’ve made since our little family moved here are irreplaceable. I am so blessed.
I am so blessed, and I am still figuring things out. My marriage is God-given and beautiful, but we have so far to go. The past 4 years at times have been the biggest struggle we’ve experienced this far in life. We will get it. At times I feel hopeless, then My Heavenly Father turns my little faithless heart around.
That is me and where I am, and I look forward to less melancholy and broody posts very soon 🙃